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Sad Sack of Shit

by Sad Sack of Shit

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1.
Cities turned Into shopping malls Nothing to do here but dissolve Work your way through a dead end job Bottle up your every feeling so that you can keep that shit Water your plants inside a desert You know that tree shouldn’t grow here Manufacture happiness Put a lid on that shit and sell it Entertainment’s a good distraction What the fuck else do we have to do? Everybodies saying nothing That’s alright cause I am too Cities turned Into shopping malls Nothing to do here but dissolve Work your way through a dead end job Bottle up your every feeling so that you can keep that shit There’s nothing left to do There’s nothing left to feel What’s the point of this If we don’t even like it You’re not supposed to ask You’re not supposed to know Perhaps it’s the future Hell I don’t really know I don’t want to waste my life Ending it prematurely So I just gotta stick with it Even if it saddens me Only got one shot at this Might as well live it out Either way it won’t feel Wasted when I’m gone Reality matters when you’re inside of it I just gotta stick through it Hang out, try not to quit And let the time pass
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Fly Song (2) 01:41
flies run into mirrors, and so does everyone else chasing things they think are real happiness is a fairy tail I don't want to be a downer but that's all ever seem to be I don't want to be a loner but how could anyone really love me I thought about dying last night I thought about how hard it would be I thought about thinking it over I thought about jumping I thought about not existing but I can't do that, cause I think people care at least enough to listen to my complaints, roll another joint cause this is how I cope I am a fly, trapped inside a lightbulb the heat's beating down on my back and I can't take it but I can't leave because I'm trapped I'm always trapped screaming, hurting, suffering, a slow death and now my wings are burning and so is my brain so now all that think of is an escape
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Fucking up places I have before this feel feels familiar Feel disconnect, my body my head Starting to pick on myself again I'm used to my landscape, I'm used to the world ride the same damn bike ride Everything bores me, there's too much the same World views won't change if I don't change Loops of self sabotage and self destruction World where good things don’t even mean nothing Change is apparent but it never feels good Do we convince ourselves it’s for the better? Wants’ll fluctuate as I try to breed meaning Discontent with everywhere lacks purpose And sadly my brain is of capitalism Were programmed for greed by a greedy system But there’s a solution To these contradictions We can defeat it With systemic change Need Mao Tse-Tung’s Communism Need Mao Tse-Tung’s Communism American revolution is a fever dream, change can’t happen in a week Change can’t come from want, no, only need, the proletariat will destroy the bourgeoisie We aren’t proletarian because we directly benefit off the backs of billions Betray your own class and use the riches you were given to help destroy the real villains When the 3rd world revolutionizes, it’ll all fall But only if it happens before they kill us all imperialism has corrupted this blue ball an impending heat wave, oh this menace is too tall We’ll probably all die and that really sucks But what can we do? We're running low on luck Then I guess the only rational solution is to party till we die
4.
How does it feel to be stuck in a cage one cleverly disguised as a home How does it feel to know you'll never leave are you even capable of feeling lonely Do you even crave to be let outside or are you too goddamn scared that you'll die I'm not quite sure if you want out of this house I've never even seen you kill a single mouse You’re a housecat, doomed to be You never learned how to fight Stuck inside a luxurious shell We promise to treat you right Do you use us or do we use you Are we slaves or are we rulers Does it ever really get boring Seeing the same 3 people Are you happy with your life? Do you have a big enough brain to comprehend it? I know you’re not fully sentient, But how primal exactly is your thinking? If you truly can’t comprehend It really proves we torture ourselves We overthink everything Live’s point is to just eat and fuck Maybe we’re the ones that are trapped Maybe we’re the ones that trapped ourselves We turn on each other like animals Oh what the hell
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went down to the hospital take this baby out from inside of me thought I was going crazy but I didn't think this soon I just saw a cat in the moon medications make me feel great or at least a little less insane went down to the hospital take this baby out from inside of me thought I was going crazy but I didn't think this soon I just saw a cat in the moon medications make me feel great or at least a little less insane went down to the hospital take this baby out from inside of me thought I was going crazy but I didn't think this soon I just saw a cat in the moon medications make me feel great or at least a little less insane I am completely disconnected from reality, please help me
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Oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight Oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight Looking kind of anxious in your cross armed stance Like a bad tempered prom queen at a homecoming dance And I claim I'm not excited with my life any more So I blame this town, this job, these friends The truth is it's myself Oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight Oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight Talking shit about a pretty sunset Blanketing opinions that I'll probably regret soon I've changed my mind so much I can't even trust it My mind changed me so much I can't even trust myself
7.
I’ve been getting sick of living in this town My friends, these conversations, everywhere outside’s brown I’ve been getting sick of seeing the same faces Everyone’s the same looking, playing the games their playing I’ve been getting bored of doing the same things Go to school, work on music, playing video games I’ve been getting down, I’ve been feeling low Hope that things get better, tell myself tomorrow I’ve been feeling lonely I’ve got no one around No friends next to me that I have to do the things I love I’ve been feeling alone when I’m around Other people, they remind me I just got myself I’ve been disappointed with myself Not putting in the effort needed to be better I’ve been sad with the world around Every fuciking thing I look at makes me frown I’ve been giving in to some indulgences I’ve been smoking too much and I’ve been eating I’ve been gaining weight, but I’ve let myself down Say to myself a thousand times I need out of this town A scenery change won’t make me happy Some people have broken brains and they'll always feel crappy I should stop blaming everything else Face the truth for once: It’s myself I say that a lot But I don’t ever fix it Maybe this time I’ll mean it Maybe this time I’ll mean it Fuck religion Fuck Society Fuck the oligarchy Fuck everything Fuck minimum wage Fuck the patriarchy Fuck the police Fuck everything Fuck hating yourself Fuck hating your life Fuck wanting to die Fuck everything Fuck staying alive Fuck trying to try Fuck making effort Fuck everything Fuck singing this song Fuck living your dreams Fuck listening Fuck everything Fuck trying to be Or to be happy Fuck all my stuff Fuck everything Fuck everything No, fuck myself Fuck myself Fuck yours truly
8.
They say you shouldn't force creativity, that’s exactly what I’m doing Thought up these words for no real reason, cause I got nothing else going Can’t think of points or topics to vocalize, gotta believe me I’ve tried I’m not capable of original thought, that's why this song is so contrived There is no difference between inspiration and just being a ripoff There is no distance between inspiration and just ripping people off There is no difference between inspiration and just being a ripoff There is no distance between inspiration and just ripping people off Only reason I can play this song is cause, I learned a few modest mouse songs Only reason I’m singing this way is cause, I stole it from a guy named smog Only reason I think anything is cause, of hearing other people’s thoughts Only reason I am who I am is cause, of all the things I’ve been taught There is no difference between inspiration and just being a ripoff There is no distance between inspiration and just ripping people off There is no difference between inspiration and just being a ripoff There is no distance between inspiration and just ripping people off Oh fuck! My mind is a giant gangbang of other people's thoughts, Holy fuck I only really hate myself because everyone else did first, I can’t make up my own damn mind I only really want to die because of how the world works, I can’t take this shit anymore I’m not really myself but I’m not really someone else, just my luck An identity crisis isn't worth having When you're only 17 (I’m actually 18 now haha) I can ignore these thoughts, store them deep in my mind Bottle them up for another time
9.
Aimlessly pacing, stepping forward in time, wandering and dissatisfied Directionless quest to the end of the line, body engulfed in a lack of light Face melting silence in the hearts of my mind, why does none of this make any sense Tunnel trapped traveler near the end of their rope, and I thought you’d end up better than this Still continue pressing on with my stride, There is no real danger but my thoughts won’t abide Then something far gone pierces through light, But brain loves playing tricks that break all my feelings Hope this isn’t one of those illusions That’s alright cause if it is I’m prepared for it Hopelessly hopeful start sprinting ahead Every single notion is riding on this motion As I run closer, glimmers start to enlarge From the earth, from the hole, I finally emerge And it’s all alright Took a moment just to appreciate this Took a moment just to enjoy Thought about it as coincidence Could it be fate or just a ploy? Did it seek me out intentionally? Destiny or nothing at all? Maybe it's neither or maybe it's both Speculation cannot be my fall Sun once in sky, personified. And he matched the species, but all the more pretty Here to help me, to set free, to love Worries all fled, Safety again As I let down my guard, confident there’s no harm Feel closure, contentment, decent Comfortable with, basking in it For the rest of my days, feel the light, it’s okay Please don’t take my, light source, away
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released June 24, 2020

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