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Songs from my Sack

by Sad Sack of Shit

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MK this is some fine punk shit and i hope you never get an amp Favorite track: Survivism.
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1.
Intro 00:49
okay so this is my first attempt at music so I'm sorry that it's kinda bad, and I played most of the songs with an unplugged electric guitar because I don't have an acoustic one, so sorry that it sounds shitty. Regardless, I'm still pretty proud of what I decided to make. But anyway, this album goes out to my friend Austin, he's the only person I know isn't lying to me when he says he likes my music, not to say other people are, I'm just pretty fucking skeptical, he also took the picture that I used for the album cover. I didn't make a song for him so I guess this is my bullshit way of thanking him, so thank you so much man, I really appreciate everything you've done, you're really cool. But anyways, I hope you guys like my songs, and if you don't, whatever, fuck you, at least I tried to do something with myself for once.
2.
And I know, I haven’t been a good friend And I’m so god damn pathetic And you’ve got reason to die But I can’t help feeling so disappointed You say there’s no chance for change but you don’t know that You’re just a fucking kid and can’t predict it Why, the fuck are you alive If you think, there’s no hope for the future And why, don’t you try To better yourself So there can be And I, don’t mean your habits I just mean find some shit You really enjoy doing And not, just complaining on the internet To some asshole you’ve never met And I guess if nothing really changes, Then you were right And I guess if nothing really changes, Then I’d like to die And I guess if nothing really changes, Then there’s no reason to live I can’t live my life without hope And I can’t pretend not to And I really think you’d be doing something bad If you ended up dead But you’ve been a good friend And I appreciate all the shit That you’ve put up with And you’ve helped me out And I’ve helped you out More than most things
3.
Is it something that I've done? I didn't mean to hurt you you're my only loved one what's wrong dude? is it the weather outside that makes us want to die or the mundane routine cogs in the machine and what a crazy thing to think living life was a bore but we have to stay alive we'll never find that damn day when we go to die and we've got an entire existence a unique life of sentience but we say throw it away at least we don't complain and I'm starting to feel like you wouldn't care a hopeless thought with fire in your hair and I'm sure the day will come to me where I'm content with all of it standing here on this fucking bridge ready to cease to exist. and what a tragedy it is not the act but what he did to his friend I don't think I could go through with it no I don't think I'd go through with it and I don't mind living life as long as it means you're happy I hope you know that I love you with all of my fucking heart and I'd like to think this bond is something that can't begone with a week or 2 of less me and you and isolation from the world but modesty may be my tragedy cause I would love to hug you and I would love to hang with you and play a game or 2 well it doesn't matter what we do as long as my side is occupied by you and these bullshit talks we have at night rehashing everything we already know never get old and there's nothing like verbalizing your sorrows saying fuck the tomorrows and blindly agreeing with each other and god damn you saved my life you're the only reason I don't die so thank you dude, thank you so fucking much for the shit you provide and the feelings that we try to hide I'm sorry for not doing more I'll leave my shit at your fucking door I know it doesn't mean a lot but take it anyway
4.
I'm so alone I've got 2 friends they both stay at home and my social issues prevent me from making more no one knocks on my door some nights I don't wanna die and some nights I see the hope but then I check the time and realize, I've got school to attend and I look in the mirror and see someone who gives this brain no chance for fun and I live in a body that doesn't represent me but it must because I'm trapped in it for eternity and I can still say with a straight face to you that I'm lonely while talking to my friend and I say that I'm an asshole but you just say no you never gave a shit and I really appreciate it it's nice to feel loved and it's nice to feel wanted and it's nice to have someone to talk about it with I love my friends It's the one thing I don't regret I used to give a shit about school and those stupid cunts but now I'm fine with fucking up as long as I have you to talk about it Then I really couldn't give a shit cause life's too short to try saying you wanna die and in my reply
5.
Survivism 03:36
I just wanna write a love song well it sure as hell doesn't have to last for very long I just wanna write a song about a 16 year old kid not spending every night wanting to die but that won't happen so here's to tonight another lonely living room fist fight in my mind and here's to those nights that we all spent wanting to die and here's to that night I told my mom to her face I was ready for it and here's to that night I walked away from that bridge after singing along to johnny hobo near the train tracks well I knew every song and here's to that night that you had a panic attack in my guest bedroom and here's to those countless nights you've been spending trapped in your room and here's to the night I spent in gym class texting saying if I died you would too that's when I started to love you and here's to the night you swore I saved your life with 40 pills in your hand yelling I THINK I'M READY FOR THIS and I was there to give a shit and here's to that night where you freaked out and you cut yourself I saw that shit and can't help but feel like it's my fault so every time I see em I feel sad and hate myself so here's to all those fucking nights all those shitty fucking nights that make us wanna die but all of those fucking nights make me glad to be alive cause we all survived I'm so glad we survived and it really shows how strong we all are for being able to smile for being able to laugh for being able to cry to not be void of everything to say sometimes we genuinely don't wanna die So I'm so god damn glad we survived
6.
I know my songs aren't interesting and I know no one is listening cause no one wants to hear me talk about myself and no one wants to hear a song about someone else about people that they don't know I don't have a story to tell I don't have struggles, my life was swell I'm just lonely, stupid, and angry And I wanna yell some shitty half assed words with some shitty half ass chords to a room full no one with my phone on record and I don't know how to act and I don't know how to stand and I sure as hell don't know how to dance but I swear to god I try my best or at least sometimes I try my best well I don't really try my best but who cares, if I'm trying? cause I just wanna scream and I just wanna sing and I hope someone's listening cause maybe they can relate to my bullshit but I'm sorry I'm not interesting and I'm sorry that I can't sing and I'm sorry that I'm not really trying but I really think I need this songs no I don't need someone to singalong I just need some way to let the bad shit out without self loathing in my bedroom and without complaining in a chat room and without fucking up I know these don't mean anything and I know they don't make your ears ring but at this point I'm just trying anything to make the haze go away to save that shit for another day to affect myself in a positive way One day I hope I don't need to sing and one day I hope I don't need to yell I just want a shitty hobby I just want some form of fun I just want an excuse to stop myself from buying a gun but I guess right now this is all I got but I'm sorry that I don't rock
7.
a whole damn life of mediocrity with stupid and misplaced dreams do I actually think I'll really be a singer? and every day, I go to school I hate people, well that ain't cool and then I get home and ask about dinner I'm fat, I'm lazy, I'm insecure and I think it's fair to call me queer but at least I'm somewhat self aware I'm crazy, I'm lonely, I'm fucking mad and every damn thing makes me sad but at least I think I'm somewhat self aware and I talk about myself too much and I write music but I know my songs suck and I know you lie to me when you say I rock but at least I'm self aware enough to realize that I'm just a stupid drunken teenage fuck cause tonight that's all I'll ever be and tonight I'm just fucking up all I've been doing is fucking up but I honestly don't give a fuck and I will die a stupid drunk with a 40 in my hand near a train or a bridge or a gun and maybe sometimes I don't wanna die cause I can't even fucking cry and half the shit I say is a fucking lie but my hardest thing to do is to say goodbye so I guess I'll stick around and I keep my feet on the ground cause I don't got real problems anyway but I still end up waiting for that day where I die where I die where I die WHERE I DIE! and I really fucking hope that you don't cry but you might yeah you might yeah you might yeah you might YEAH YOU MIGHT! So I guess I won't fucking say goodbye tonight!
8.
KYS Song 02:44
No longer can a song make me wanna cry even though my life's been filled with things that make me wanna die and I know that I'm evil and I know that I'm dumb and I've never done anything to deserve someone's love all I ever do is lay around surrounded by my problems but never getting up and all I had to do was run but instead I'm sitting down and singing this stupid song and you're telling me that I did nothing wrong like I never deserve that but you know that I'm fat and you know that I'm lazy and I know that it's justified and I'm feeling kinda crazy and I think I should of lied but everything's got me down and I can't live without a frown but right now I feel like shit and I'm acting like such a dick And maybe I'd be better off if I stopped pretending start to scream and yell say hello to hell go outside and get a gun see some cops and then I run stomp into the kitchen stopping my bitchin take that fucking gun no more time for fun put it to my fucking head screaming that I'm better off dead saying that you shouldn't care we're only friends cause of our hair looking up at the sky cause I'm ready to die one damn click and now we're done had no one to call hun and now I'm cold and still and I guess that was the end well that was pretty shit I hope that never happens I hope I never feel like that but I'm pretty sad and I feel like I lost my friend but I hope that you're alright and I hope you don't wanna die but it's alright I guess these thoughts I can suppress with songs or food or something well usually there's something but I'll be alright I hope I can stand this life for as long as you want me to but just so that you know I still love you dude
9.
well my friend is getting a job so I guess I'll never see him again oh well oh hoh well what the fuck can I do? and I'll probably never make more friends cause I'm a sad sack of shit oh well oh hoh well what the fuck can I do? and I left my Milwaukee home to move to New Mexico but it's still just as bad oh well oh hoh well what the fuck can I do? And you claimed that you saved my life but I still wanna die oh well oh hoh well what the fuck can I do? and one of my friends she talks less to me and that shit gets me lonely oh well oh hoh well what the fuck can I do? but I don't blame her I know she's fucking sad but I'm still fucking angry oh well oh hoh well what the fuck can I do? and I know I'll never write a song where someone sings along oh well oh hoh well what the fuck can I do? and I made an album out of my bad thoughts but those bad thoughts still exist oh well oh hoh well what the fuck can I do? But at least I finally got off my fucking ass and joined the fucking mass of sad sacks of shit full of whiny guys who act like dicks to their best friends full of people with their guitars looking up at the stars they all wanna die and soooo do I but it's alright cause motherfucker we're crying tonight but oh well oh hoh well what the fuck can I do? nothin
10.
they'll kill you for not standing in line or they'll control your fucking mind or do something so terrible you can't think you can't think they'll shoot you for being mad at the fucked up shit that makes you sad they'll tell you you're sick and need help they'll change you for being fast not caring, about the bullcrap directing your attention elsewhere they'll say that you're an outcast they'll sell you something to last you years, it'll fix that they'll keep you down and around they'll fuck up your head till you don't frown you'll wear a hospital gown but I'm sick of the shit they make us do and I'm sick of these feelings we're going through and I'm sick of all of you and you think that you're smarter than all of us you tell us that we're all fucked up you're saying that it's wrong to cry you'll control us, or you'll let us die but there's an escape my friend we can be together till the end and it'll be in our control those fuckers will never know we can't beat it so we run, we run (repeat) and we can't change shit so we take a loaded gun and click, we're done

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It's my first album, woohoo, it sucks probably, but I'm getting better, so enjoy it!

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released August 9, 2018

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