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Light of my Life
05:51
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Aimlessly pacing, stepping forward in time, wandering and dissatisfied
Directionless quest to the end of the line, body engulfed in a lack of light
Face melting silence in the hearts of my mind, why does none of this make any sense
Tunnel trapped traveler near the end of their rope, and I thought you’d end up better than this
Still continue pressing on with my stride,
There is no real danger but my thoughts won’t abide
Then something far gone pierces through light,
But brain loves playing tricks that break all my feelings
Hope this isn’t one of those illusions
That’s alright cause if it is I’m prepared for it
Hopelessly hopeful start sprinting ahead
Every single notion is riding on this motion
As I run closer, glimmers start to enlarge
From the earth, from the hole, I finally emerge
And it’s all alright
Took a moment just to appreciate this
Took a moment just to enjoy
Thought about it as coincidence
Could it be fate or just a ploy?
Did it seek me out intentionally?
Destiny or nothing at all?
Maybe it's neither or maybe it's both
Speculation cannot be my fall
Sun once in sky, personified.
And he matched the species, but all the more pretty
Here to help me, to set free, to love
Worries all fled, Safety again
As I let down my guard, confident there’s no harm
Feel closure, contentment, decent
Comfortable with, basking in it
For the rest of my days, feel the light, it’s okay
Please don’t take my, lightsource, away
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Winter of my Life
04:51
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unconsciousness to consciousness
ripped to reality
Still alive, night survived
At dawn, no tragedy
Move these eyes, start to see
Objects belonging to me
Quickly cover those unwanted parts
with clothes made from factories
Top of this morning, chill on my face
Guilt soon be erased
Step outside, pace my stride
Keep balance on the ice
Travel the block, and up the bridge
Passing landscape in my bruised brain
Time makes less regret, Time destroys selfless
Growth lead to content, Now independent
Frost seeps into my bones, Live’s winter spent alone
Dried dull life, feel so small, helpless and doomed to fall
Lift left leg up, other follows, stand on up, stare right down
To earth I say sianara, hard to miss things with no brain
Some was alright, some were okay, slightly darker shades of grey
Ready to get on with it, take my deep and final breath
*inhale* I took that last step and I started to fall, right about now
Wind sweeping through my hair, final fall feelings without fear
I’ve never felt so alive, ironic thoughts while I fall from the sky
Finally now, I’ve waited so long, I’m finally ready to say goodb-
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