1. |
Lonely Tree
01:50
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I'm lonely, feel like a tree
far far away from all it's buddies
I'm lonely, feel like a tree
far far away from all it's buddies
I'm sorry about the times that I hurt you
and nowadays all I can do is miss you
sitting around, so deathly alone
and now I'm scared of my telephone
I'm lonely, feel like a tree
far far away from all it's buddies
I'm lonely, feel like a tree
far far away from all it's buddies
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2. |
Medicated
03:48
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I had to force myself to cry
Since I stopped wanting to die
Get these pills outta my life
but I'll start wanting to die
Emotions are not allowed
now that I'm done with the cloud
the thing that plagued my brain
I thought would be there till my wake
A life long illness that seemed to create
my entire fucking personality
Has been removed, stripped from me
leaving me feeling a shell
three times a day to feel okay
open the bottle, pop one in
won't destroy my loneliness
I feel like a lying lion
I had to force myself to cry
Since I stopped wanting to die
Get these pills outta my life
but I'll start wanting to die
I'm in hell, not in hell, oh what the hell
what kind of dimension really exists
With this intrinsic amount of carelessness
I am a beacon, a rouge, a smell
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3. |
The Death of Me
04:09
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Love, love, is all that matters
Love, oh love is all that I care
Love is the light it's the light of this world
and I'm done with that sad sack life
I love my Cat (she loves her cat)
and I love my mom! (she loves her mom)
and I love my grandma
and my uncle
and my aunt!
I'm done with that prison I built for myself
Because I love the world and everything else
Sad sack of shit is dead and gone
they jumped off a bridge while singing a song
And replaced with me, a beacon of love
don't care how you like it, it's dead and gone
Love, love, is all that matters
Love, oh love is all that I care
Love is the light it's the light of this world
and I'm done with that sad sack life
I love myself (she loves herself)
and I love my body (she loves her body)
and I love my mind
and my skills
and the way I spend my time!
Love, love, is all that matters
Love, oh love is all that I care
Love is the light it's the light of this world
and I'm done with that sad sack life
They had a good run but they're dead and gone
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4. |
Feminize Me
02:33
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I pay way too much attention to the lines on the street
I can feel them when I'm walking, feel under my feet
But I keep walking, never stopping, giving up is not an option
Used to treat this life so bad but now I see it's not toxic
We need to live it before we die otherwise you'll see me cry
Like a lotus, I have bloomed, now that I am not a guy
Femininity makes me happy, it's a new and lovely hell
Dress this body up to shine, some days I can call quite swell
We are all just moving parts in a world and made of cells
So for the love of fucking everything, please just please be yourself
Love is hard, so is life, you might die but that's alright
Live it now, you know how, even if you're up all night
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5. |
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Some days are hard, but it gets better my friend
some days hold pain, an unbearable end
some days last way too long for my liking
some days are just downright frightening
some days I just wanna stop
but please don't stop, just let love guide you
please don't worry, hold hope in the future
please don't cry, unless you really need to
I promise this hell will conclude
Keep your chin up fighter, you will make us proud
please don't worry now, you are safe and sound
I don't wanna see you, in that deep dark hole
I promise this hell will conclude
Some days are hard, but it gets better my friend
some days hold pain, an unbearable end
some days last way too fucking long for my liking
some days are just downright frightening
some days I just wanna stop
But please don't stop
just let love guide you
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6. |
A Helping Hand
04:26
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it's a wondrous and mystical path we have ahead
To be filled with joy and glee till the day I'm dead
and of course sometimes it will get worse but that's fine
I will stride, and persevere, I will straighten my line
Who you are, what you look like, it doesn't matter man
just do your best to live your life as you are and as you can
and if you want some help changing then I can offer my hand
I'm excited to subscribe to these feelings of change
got some new friends, love the old, no need for resentment
I can help, but it will likely get better as we age
I'll be happy, I'll be helpful regardless of prescription
Who you are, what you look like, it doesn't matter man
just do your best to live your life as you are and as you can
and if you want some help changing then I can offer my hand
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7. |
This Planet
07:21
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Existence is really hard sometimes
Knowing we're all gonna die
But your life doesn't have to be miserable
don't take this planet alone
don't make this planet your home
because it's all going to be dead soon
I take this planet for granted, granted I cannot stand it
Standing on the granite while eating a pomegranate
This earth is a hearse traveling the universe
You’re worth, your birth, all meaningless nothingness
Existence is really hard sometimes
Knowing we're all gonna die
But your life doesn't have to be miserable
don't take this planet alone
don't make this planet your home
because it's all going to be dead soon
I take this planet for granted, granted I cannot stand it
Standing on the granite while eating a pomegranate
This earth is a hearse traveling the universe
You’re worth, your birth, all meaningless nothingness
don't hold on too tight to things that you will lose
unless you want to make yourself look like a gigantic fool
don't let people hold you back, it's your goddamn life
just be sure to consider them unless you want to cause strife
the overwhelming weight of everything is horrible
But sometimes friends and shit like that make it bearable
Honestly, I could take this planet or leave it
But certain people on the earth make me glad to be on it
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8. |
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Imagine a world, free of touch, free of most things, free of emotion
That’s impossible I know, that’s impossible I know
Feeling sad about the inevitable, about the destructive nature of our universe
If there’s a point I don’t know, if there’s a point I don’t know
Living a lie is like living your life, screaming at the stars, why won’t I just die
I don’t know, no I just don’t know
SIgned away her life and now she cries, keep your spirit up, you can fight it now
They took a good soul, why? I don’t know
Imagine a world, free of touch, free of most things, free of emotion
That’s impossible I know, that’s impossible I know
Feeling sad about the inevitable, about the destructive nature of our universe
If there’s a point I don’t know, if there’s a point I don’t know
Living a lie is like living your life, screaming at the stars, why won’t I just die
I don’t know, no I just don’t know
SIgned away her life and now she cries, keep your spirit up, you can fight it now
They took a good soul, why? I don’t know
I’m the observer, as I cry, I really don’t want to say goodbye
Why should I have to? I don’t know
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9. |
The Case of the Century
05:46
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Hey, man, your anger must be tamed, you won’t get anywhere with that flame
Destroying lives is not so fun when you’re the one having it done
And now the purpose is so far gone, inconsistent ramblings have not won
You’re out of luck here, please just leave, it’s about time that you flee
Hold the gate, lock the doors
Test your luck somewhere far
Be gone from here, you retched scum
Your trauma will be undone
Can’t shake this soul, can’t break this life
No matter how hard you can try
I will avast and I will deny
And protect this life I have built
Trying to ruin a little girls dreams, hey now, that’s quite mean
You can’t frighten me, or wreck me at my seams
I am strong enough to fend off this evil, I am the church and I am the steeple
Your curse has been undone, never to last again here
Hold the gate, lock the doors
Test your luck somewhere far
Be gone from here, you retched scum
Your trauma will be undone
Can’t shake this soul, can’t break this life
No matter how hard you can try
I will avast and I will deny
And protect this life I have built
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10. |
Medicated (Pt. 2)
04:12
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Everything is fine thanks to aripiprazole and buspirone
Everything’s alright thanks to aripiprazole and buspirone
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11. |
A Devilish Game
03:59
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what is life? how's it hard? and what do we know? what do we know what do we know?
reality is nothing more than a feverish game
a feverish game a devilish game
and when I feel like missing you it won't leave my mind no it won't leave my mind, it just won’t leave my mind
the chemicals inside are tearing my life, they're ripping my mind, they're fucking my life
and please my friend I beg you so don't leave me confined, don't make me say goodbye, I can't say goodbye
everything's a little meaningless but you are alive, and so am I, so am I
death is not the point of life when I found it in you, yes it is true, I swear that it's true
chemical imbalances lead to feelings of shame, guilty and deranged, sad and estranged
I wish I cared a little bit less but I can't do you like that, I'm just a doormat, I'm just a doormat
the cells in my body all deeply construed, all deeply conclude, that I do love you
I can’t shake this feeling no matter how hard, no matter what I consume, no matter what I do
but please my friend I beg you so don't leave me confined, don't make me say goodbye, I can't say goodbye
what is life? how's it hard? and what do we know? what do we know what do we know?
reality is nothing more than a feverish game
a feverish game a devilish game
and when I feel like missing you it won't leave my no it won't leave my mind, it just won’t leave my mind
the chemicals inside are tearing my life, they're ripping my mind, they're fucking my life
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12. |
The End (Pt. 1)
00:39
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13. |
The End (Pt. 2)
02:10
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I miss my old friends a lot but they're never coming back to reunite with me
I miss my old self sometimes, but it's always too confined to act that way again
I miss the old landscapes, the things I now rarely ever get to see
This isn't the end, this isn't goodbye, just another stepping stone
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