This is a song about my other friend and all the shit he's done for me, and me killing myself because he doesn't care anymore and leaving him some of my stuff he probably wants.
lyrics
Is it something that I've done?
I didn't mean to hurt you
you're my only loved one
what's wrong dude?
is it the weather outside
that makes us want to die
or the mundane routine
cogs in the machine
and what a crazy thing to think
living life was a bore
but we have to stay alive
we'll never find that damn day
when we go to die
and we've got an entire existence
a unique life of sentience
but we say throw it away
at least we don't complain
and I'm starting to feel
like you wouldn't care
a hopeless thought
with fire in your hair
and I'm sure the day will come to me
where I'm content with all of it
standing here on this fucking bridge
ready to cease to exist.
and what a tragedy it is
not the act but what he did to his friend
I don't think I could go through with it
no I don't think I'd go through with it
and I don't mind living life
as long as it means you're happy
I hope you know that I love you
with all of my fucking heart
and I'd like to think this bond
is something that can't begone
with a week or 2 of less me and you
and isolation from the world
but modesty may be my tragedy
cause I would love to hug you
and I would love to hang with you
and play a game or 2
well it doesn't matter what we do
as long as my side is occupied
by you
and these bullshit talks we have at night
rehashing everything we already know
never get old
and there's nothing like
verbalizing your sorrows
saying fuck the tomorrows
and blindly agreeing with each other
and god damn you saved my life
you're the only reason I don't die
so thank you dude, thank you so fucking much
for the shit you provide
and the feelings that we try to hide
I'm sorry for not doing more
I'll leave my shit at your fucking door
I know it doesn't mean a lot
but take it anyway
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