No longer can a song
make me wanna cry
even though my life's been filled
with things that make me
wanna die
and I know that I'm evil
and I know that I'm dumb
and I've never done anything
to deserve someone's love
all I ever do is lay around
surrounded by my problems
but never getting up
and all I had to do was run
but instead I'm sitting down
and singing this stupid song
and you're telling me
that I did nothing wrong
like I never deserve that
but you know that I'm fat
and you know that I'm lazy
and I know that it's justified
and I'm feeling kinda crazy
and I think I should of lied
but everything's
got me down
and I can't live
without a frown
but right now I feel like shit
and I'm acting like such a dick
And maybe I'd be better off
if I stopped pretending
start to scream and yell
say hello to hell
go outside and get a gun
see some cops
and then I run
stomp into the kitchen
stopping my bitchin
take that fucking gun
no more time for fun
put it to my fucking head
screaming that I'm better off dead
saying that you shouldn't care
we're only friends cause of our hair
looking up at the sky
cause I'm ready to die
one damn click and now we're done
had no one to call hun
and now I'm cold and still
and I guess that was the end
well that was pretty shit
I hope that never happens
I hope I never feel like that
but I'm pretty sad and
I feel like
I lost my friend
but I hope that you're alright
and I hope you don't
wanna die
but it's alright I guess
these thoughts I can suppress
with songs or food or something
well usually there's something
but I'll be alright
I hope I can stand this life
for as long as you want me to
but just so that you know
I still love you dude
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