A song about how much I fucking hate myself but can't die because people kinda care about me.
lyrics
a whole damn life of mediocrity
with stupid and misplaced dreams
do I actually think I'll really be a singer?
and every day, I go to school
I hate people, well that ain't cool
and then I get home and ask about dinner
I'm fat, I'm lazy, I'm insecure
and I think it's fair to call me queer
but at least I'm somewhat self aware
I'm crazy, I'm lonely, I'm fucking mad
and every damn thing makes me sad
but at least I think I'm somewhat self aware
and I talk about myself too much
and I write music but I know my songs suck
and I know you lie to me when you say I rock
but at least I'm self aware enough
to realize that I'm just a stupid drunken teenage fuck
cause tonight that's all I'll ever be
and tonight I'm just fucking up
all I've been doing is fucking up
but I honestly don't give a fuck
and I will die a stupid drunk
with a 40 in my hand
near a train or a bridge or a gun
and maybe sometimes I don't wanna die
cause I can't even fucking cry
and half the shit I say is a fucking lie
but my hardest thing to do is to say goodbye
so I guess I'll stick around
and I keep my feet on the ground
cause I don't got real problems anyway
but I still end up waiting for that day
where I die
where I die
where I die
WHERE I DIE!
and I really fucking hope that you don't cry
but you might
yeah you might
yeah you might
yeah you might
YEAH YOU MIGHT!
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