this is a song about the somewhat tough shit I've been through with me and my 2 friends.
lyrics
I just wanna write a love song
well it sure as hell doesn't have to last
for very long
I just wanna write a song
about a 16 year old kid
not spending every night
wanting to die
but that won't happen so here's to tonight
another lonely living room fist fight
in my mind
and here's to those nights
that we all spent
wanting to die
and here's to that night
I told my mom to her face
I was ready for it
and here's to that night
I walked away from that bridge
after singing along
to johnny hobo near the train tracks
well I knew every song
and here's to that night
that you had a panic attack
in my guest bedroom
and here's to those countless nights
you've been spending
trapped in your room
and here's to the night
I spent in gym class
texting saying if I died
you would too
that's when I started to love you
and here's to the night
you swore I saved your life
with 40 pills in your hand
yelling
I THINK I'M READY FOR THIS
and I was there to give a shit
and here's to that night
where you freaked out
and you cut yourself
I saw that shit and can't help
but feel like it's my fault
so every time I see em I
feel sad and hate myself
so here's to all those fucking nights
all those shitty fucking nights
that make us wanna die
but all of those fucking nights
make me glad to be alive
cause we all survived
I'm so glad we survived
and it really shows how strong we all are
for being able to smile
for being able to laugh
for being able to cry
to not be void of everything
to say sometimes we genuinely don't wanna die
So I'm so god damn glad we survived
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